A time to live.
Here I stand,
Here I fall.
A place of light,
Shrouded in darkness.
Though it's so dark,
The bright light is blinding.
Crying in the darkness,
Because you are so far in,
The Darkness,
That the light doesn’t,
Shine on you.
Wipe the tears,
From your face,
Because,
Everything will be alright.
You have to become,
Your own light.
So you don’t have to rely,
On someone else's,
And can live in the darkness,
Without fear.
Living off the light,
While feeding off the darkness.
Survival isn't the only option.
There are far more ways to live,
without fending off an evil.
Yourself.
Your Shadow.
Send it away.
When
You can fool most,
But,
Not those who you show your true self to.
Thought you show your true self to them because,
You know,
They don’t care,
And,
Won’t ask if something was wrong.
Over time,
Those who don’t care,
Start to care,
And they,
Start to understand you better.
You can’t stop showing yourself to them,
Because you want them,
To help you,
With your life,
And everything that happens to you,
In life.
I am an angel
but yet I am a demon
and I worship the Devil
but I serve God.
I live in Hell,
but it is my Heaven.
I destroyed myself
to bring forth Creation.
I started the beginning
And I know the end.
I got lucky this time,
And all the others.
Mixed feelings,
Confusion,
Love,
Anger,
Hatred,
Depression,
All a must to live.
Your emotions,
They give you,
Power.
A power,
No one,
Can take away.
Love those close.
My heart is weak,
But that weakness,
It is what makes me…
Human.
I resist these feelings,
Afraid I cannot control them.
Afraid they will change me.
I wish to be,
Heartless.
But love keeps me from thinking away everything.
The caring emotions I conceal,
It’s hard to keep them hidden.
Trying hard to suppress my emotions,
It hurts,
But I am too afraid.
Afraid of my emotions.
A side of me I keep hidden to everyone,
Even myself.
I’m trying to become…
Heartless.
But you’re not letting me.
My inner self.
My true self.
Hidden deep within my heart.
I’m fighting to be free,
And fighting to keep it locked away.
Which
You are with me,
Forever.
You’ll be here,
With me.
Behind me,
Keeping me warm or cooling me off.
You’re always there for me.
If you’re needed or not.
Watching over me,
For the good and the bad.
Knowing my future,
Looking through my past,
Seeking my knowledge,
Giving me yours.
Together we will live on,
Together you’ll be,
With me…
Forever.
Should I run?
Should I hide?
Should I confess?
Should I pray?
Should I…
Should I stop?
Should I give up?
Should I leave you alone?
Should you leave me alone?
Should we stay together?
Should we spread apart?
Should I go on?
Must I go on?
Will I go on?
Random Thoughts of a High School Kid by Deo0s, literature
Literature
Random Thoughts of a High School Kid
I never said I didn’t believe in luck.
I said what I do doesn’t involve luck.
Someone mysteriously getting better from a deathly illness is a miracle.
Falling in and out of love is a choice someone makes,
Because they like or dislike things about a person.
They choose to talk to them and do things with them.
Faith is a person’s belief in things.
It is a person’s guideline to create their own destiny.
No one’s entire life is planned out.
Only bits and pieces are part of fate.
The rest is left out because that makes the person create their own path in life.
Although the road they take doesn’t matter,
They w
It is in my personality to not express my feelings.
I keep quiet and to myself.
I am able to be lonely and sad.
But I am also happy at the same time.
Depression, denial, I’ve faced them both.
I still am.
I’ve changed a lot since I first moved.
Although, no one will probably notice.
My “strong” exterior and my personality make it hard to tell.
I am strong,
But being strong is what makes me weak.
I keep everything bottled up inside,
Even though I am an open person.
I’ll tell anyone anything, and be fine with it.
Even the things I would never dare to speak of, I do.
I just speak of them in riddles.
I mislead peo
I am not quite sure why it is that I help people.
My cause for helping people…
I believe it is my empathy, but I can’t be sure because….
I have helped many people,
Simply because I was able to put myself in their shoes.
There are countless conversations and talks I have held with friends,
All in order to give them some clarity or closure to what they were dealing with,
And all that they were going through.
When a friend of mine is troubled with something and doesn't know what to do,
I am that person who is able to identify with them.
I can see that they are stressed out and confused.
I am able to understand what that ca
It's Right There In Front of You by Deo0s, literature
Literature
It's Right There In Front of You
There it is.
The motivation.
The courage.
The inspiration.
The logic.
The reason.
There it is.
It’s right there in front of you.
All you have to do is reach out.
All you have to do is take on step forward.
All you have to do is grab it and it’s yours.
It’s right there in front of you,
And here you are sitting there staring at it.
It’s right there within your grasp and you turned your back on it.
Everything that you need.
Everything that you want.
Everything that you could have.
Everything that would make you happy.
It’s all within your grasp.
Here you go ignoring it,
Even though it’s right there in fron
A time to live.
Here I stand,
Here I fall.
A place of light,
Shrouded in darkness.
Though it's so dark,
The bright light is blinding.
Crying in the darkness,
Because you are so far in,
The Darkness,
That the light doesn’t,
Shine on you.
Wipe the tears,
From your face,
Because,
Everything will be alright.
You have to become,
Your own light.
So you don’t have to rely,
On someone else's,
And can live in the darkness,
Without fear.
Living off the light,
While feeding off the darkness.
Survival isn't the only option.
There are far more ways to live,
without fending off an evil.
Yourself.
Your Shadow.
Send it away.
When
You can fool most,
But,
Not those who you show your true self to.
Thought you show your true self to them because,
You know,
They don’t care,
And,
Won’t ask if something was wrong.
Over time,
Those who don’t care,
Start to care,
And they,
Start to understand you better.
You can’t stop showing yourself to them,
Because you want them,
To help you,
With your life,
And everything that happens to you,
In life.
I am an angel
but yet I am a demon
and I worship the Devil
but I serve God.
I live in Hell,
but it is my Heaven.
I destroyed myself
to bring forth Creation.
I started the beginning
And I know the end.
I got lucky this time,
And all the others.
Mixed feelings,
Confusion,
Love,
Anger,
Hatred,
Depression,
All a must to live.
Your emotions,
They give you,
Power.
A power,
No one,
Can take away.
Love those close.
My heart is weak,
But that weakness,
It is what makes me…
Human.
I resist these feelings,
Afraid I cannot control them.
Afraid they will change me.
I wish to be,
Heartless.
But love keeps me from thinking away everything.
The caring emotions I conceal,
It’s hard to keep them hidden.
Trying hard to suppress my emotions,
It hurts,
But I am too afraid.
Afraid of my emotions.
A side of me I keep hidden to everyone,
Even myself.
I’m trying to become…
Heartless.
But you’re not letting me.
My inner self.
My true self.
Hidden deep within my heart.
I’m fighting to be free,
And fighting to keep it locked away.
Which
You are with me,
Forever.
You’ll be here,
With me.
Behind me,
Keeping me warm or cooling me off.
You’re always there for me.
If you’re needed or not.
Watching over me,
For the good and the bad.
Knowing my future,
Looking through my past,
Seeking my knowledge,
Giving me yours.
Together we will live on,
Together you’ll be,
With me…
Forever.
Should I run?
Should I hide?
Should I confess?
Should I pray?
Should I…
Should I stop?
Should I give up?
Should I leave you alone?
Should you leave me alone?
Should we stay together?
Should we spread apart?
Should I go on?
Must I go on?
Will I go on?
Random Thoughts of a High School Kid by Deo0s, literature
Literature
Random Thoughts of a High School Kid
I never said I didn’t believe in luck.
I said what I do doesn’t involve luck.
Someone mysteriously getting better from a deathly illness is a miracle.
Falling in and out of love is a choice someone makes,
Because they like or dislike things about a person.
They choose to talk to them and do things with them.
Faith is a person’s belief in things.
It is a person’s guideline to create their own destiny.
No one’s entire life is planned out.
Only bits and pieces are part of fate.
The rest is left out because that makes the person create their own path in life.
Although the road they take doesn’t matter,
They w
It is in my personality to not express my feelings.
I keep quiet and to myself.
I am able to be lonely and sad.
But I am also happy at the same time.
Depression, denial, I’ve faced them both.
I still am.
I’ve changed a lot since I first moved.
Although, no one will probably notice.
My “strong” exterior and my personality make it hard to tell.
I am strong,
But being strong is what makes me weak.
I keep everything bottled up inside,
Even though I am an open person.
I’ll tell anyone anything, and be fine with it.
Even the things I would never dare to speak of, I do.
I just speak of them in riddles.
I mislead peo
I am not quite sure why it is that I help people.
My cause for helping people…
I believe it is my empathy, but I can’t be sure because….
I have helped many people,
Simply because I was able to put myself in their shoes.
There are countless conversations and talks I have held with friends,
All in order to give them some clarity or closure to what they were dealing with,
And all that they were going through.
When a friend of mine is troubled with something and doesn't know what to do,
I am that person who is able to identify with them.
I can see that they are stressed out and confused.
I am able to understand what that ca
It's Right There In Front of You by Deo0s, literature
Literature
It's Right There In Front of You
There it is.
The motivation.
The courage.
The inspiration.
The logic.
The reason.
There it is.
It’s right there in front of you.
All you have to do is reach out.
All you have to do is take on step forward.
All you have to do is grab it and it’s yours.
It’s right there in front of you,
And here you are sitting there staring at it.
It’s right there within your grasp and you turned your back on it.
Everything that you need.
Everything that you want.
Everything that you could have.
Everything that would make you happy.
It’s all within your grasp.
Here you go ignoring it,
Even though it’s right there in fron
I may deserve happiness.
I may deserve it,
But I cannot allow myself to have it.
I cannot give myself happiness.
I may be trustworthy.
I may be able to have other people trust me,
But no matter how many people trust in me,
I will never trust in myself.
I can’t trust myself to being vulnerable to my emotions.
I can’t trust that my sadness won’t turn into blind anger.
I can’t trust myself to see myself cry and break down.
I can’t trust all this pent up and repressed emotion.
I can’t trust that I won’t just breakdown.
I can’t trust that the levy won’t break.
Because there is so much that
These words write themselves,
There's no thinking about them,
They appear by themselves.
When I put pen to paper,
My hand starts to move.
Alone it starts writing words.
If I closed my eyes,
I wouldn't know what I'm writing.
It's these words that are true.
When I put pen to paper,
Fingers to a keyboard,
I start writing the truth.
The words tell how I'm feeling.
They tell me what I'm hiding from myself.
My hands can't keep a secret,
So they show me everything I keep secret.
These words write themselves,
When I put pen to paper.
There's no thinking involved.
My hand moves on its own.
The first time I read these words is the f
I don't find my poems for imagery. I want them to be for thought. Not to picture things, but for the reader to place themselves where I stand and have them create their own meaning to my words. My meaning is clear, I want them to carry it on, exaggerating it into something else. Something better. Something of their own!
Stuck free falling deciding if I want to pull the parachute or not.
Sometimes people build walls not to keep people out, but to see who cares enough to break them down
We are all of humankind. We all exist on the same plane. Philosophy goes beyond this nature of living and should not be belittled by subjective topics. Philosophy is to strive to be objective, not subjective. It is to rid oneself of personal, bias, and subjective thoughts and experiences. One must strive to remove all forms of partiality.
When you bring race, gender, or sexuality into philosophy you are doing just that. You are bringing subjectivity into something that ought to be objective. You are sullying what philosophy does naturally.
However, our experiences are a valuable starting point to understanding the world in which we live. Ther
College is for people who know what they want to do. It’s a guide that teaches you how to your life following one career goal. For those that are clueless, it’s just confusing work that gives a person something to do with nothing to look forward to. Everyone thinks college is everything. Without a college education, or a degree, you won’t be able to make it in life. It’s wrong, and all those that try to survive without going are ridiculed. It’s nothing to stress over though. You just have to find something that makes college worthless. There are jobs that college isn’t able to prepare you for or help you ge
So I was using this lovely thing called StumbleUpon and it brought me to this wonderful website that tested my "Visual Personality". It asked a question and showed multiple pictures with it. My job was to choose the picture that best answers the question.
http://personality.visualdna.com/1/index.php
The results I got I agree with greatly. These test are always right, but what I like most about them is that they're all different and even though the answer is relatively the same, it says it in a different way each time.
It says I'm a seeker:
You're a Seeker. A good listener with a heart of gold, you're someone your friends know they can
Thank you. I am glad you like the way I write (I always thought I wrote oddly). I've been pushing back putting up the writings I've done this year. Finally got around to it. There's still a lot more I haven't put up here, so if you're watching, I do have more in store for you.
I attempted being an engineer, but didn't feel it was right. Now I am on the path of being a psychologist. Psychology/Philosophy actually. You making big time games over there?